Wish I knew,
But my heart is split into two,
Caught between the place I love and you.

And as I reach,
I don't know what to do.

For I am lost,
Lost in this world of love,
Which you know nothing of.

And though,
I want you close,
You are so far away,
Physically,
Mentally,
Emotionally.

Your reluctance toward emotion,
Has created more pain,
Than happiness,
More suffering,
Than rejoicing.
Yet it is the only path you choose.

So,
I let go,
Let go of all that was,
For I created a romanticized version of you,
Hopeful in a sense.
For you have yet to feel,
To know,
This world of love,
As I do.

So,
Here I am,
Lost...
Lost in this world of love...
Longing to be desired,
From the one who knows nothing of,
This thing we call love.

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